What Are You Thinking?
Monday, November 30th, 2009posted by Sam Richards

That’s me after planning one of my lectures on the Old Main lawn back in the early 1990s. I was having a sudden flash of insight…and then it was gone. Just like all of us eventually.
So we’re at the end of another semester and I’m at the halfway point of my 20th year at Penn State and my 19th year of teaching SOC 119. It’s all different; it’s all the same. Things were more raucous back in those days–like when I had to ask an offensive lineman for an NFL team (who was finishing his degree in the off season) to sit in the middle of a couple of groups of people who wouldn’t stop arguing with each other. And it kept getting heated to the extent that I was certain that eventually things were going to “go down.” They never did. He was bigger than all of them…combined.
There was another guy who told me that for the first twelve weeks of the semester he secretly fantasized about how he’d like to participate in my demise. “I hated you,” he told me, “with ever fiber of my being. I REALLY hated you.” But then he started to “worship” me because I “saved his life” (his words), which is how I found out that he hated me. “I’ll never forget you,” he kept saying over and over. That’s a long story and I’m not about to tell it here.
Or they guy who condemned me to hell in front of the entire class in the middle of my LGBT lecture. That’s when I started asking God to leave. It’s just too much pressure. That was surely the most surreal moment of all time in the SOC 119 class–even more surreal than me falling flat on my back on my birthday this past September.
But alas, here we are. Why don’t you just take this last opportunity to put some words down about what you saw in yourself and others around you this semester. Feel free to use the reply button and respond to something that someone else (or several people) has or have said. And enjoy it…because you might be dead before you hit the send button.







